Sunday 15 June 2014

As the name suggests worshipping idle time has been one of my favourite acts from the past. however utilizing this has been learnt only a few months back.
this is not to say that i love to have idle time or that i prefer it, but rather it just felt good if you are idle. much of the feelings have profoundly increased as i stepped on the delhi's streets. remaining lonely without any work with no friends or family can be a curse, but ias enthusiast cant afford to take this curse.
plethora of books have kept me busy from a long time. the number accrued has also increased, looks like till the quota is finished it would be years passed by. the list i have made is very extensive and it keeps updating.
just a few days are left for the start of a long term examination and it marks the end of a year long preparation term.
the past one year has been a great change in my life. having cognizant with various issues and accustomed with latest happenings have been no more than a grand awakening for me. i have always wondered how knowledgeless person i was before. nevertheless having traversed this path has been good for me till now...
having good times coupled with times where frustration brims your brain with very negative thoughts...
but this is its all about, controlling your senses having perseverance, patience and having that fire to relentlessly pursue your own work albeit slowly slowly but continuous.
being single-idle leaves you with many options. one of that what i opted was non fictional reading. in the past i was very averse to books. having open the books bought me sleep, so never i have the courage to finish those 500 odd paged books (this category of book includes interesting fictions too). i have tried before and failed repeatedly. this have changed now. my mind is more acceptable to books now, though it shows sparks of the past.
time is not much now between the preparation phase and the final showdown, hardly 2 months. huge things are to be covered still. revision, the most important aspect of any exam is still left for starting. maneuvering revision holds the key here.
today's writeup ends here. idle works are going to be scanty now, that space is now filled with nervousness and revision work. hope to meet you soon.
bbye